The months that followed after my ex discovered that I had been speaking out about the abuse were the most horrendous of my entire life.  He became convinced that a whole load of people in our industry were talking about … Read More

Myself and my ex had a big rift when he found out I had been speaking out about him to my friends and also to his ex girlfriend (The mother of his child who he claims he hates). This caused … Read More

There were many incidents where my ex partner threatened, and carried through with, physical violence, however he is so adamant that it was all done in “self defence” (Yes from a petite female, half his age, who has never in her … Read More

I have had people scrounge money from me in the past, but absolutely nothing compared to the sheer financial exploitation my ex put me through. Right from the start he would make me pay for pretty much everything. I remember … Read More

Probably one of the worst incidents that took place during my abusive relationship was when myself and my ex were drinking in Hoxton Square, Shoreditch. I really did have strong feelings for him so naturally I want to look at … Read More

When a lot of people think of domestic violence they tend to automatically think of physical abuse. However I can sadly say that emotional abuse can be just as painful, a lot of the time even worse. What my ex … Read More

Hi everyone I try not to post anything too depressing on this blog- Firstly because in general I don’t take life too seriously, and secondly because I see so much negativity on various other blogs/websites and I want mine to … Read More

A few weeks ago I was asked by award winning sex campaigner Charlotte Rose to appear as a special guest on her online radio show based in the beautiful Canary Wharf, London (One of my favourite places!). Of course I … Read More

Not long after I filmed the video for Barry Bee, he put me in touch with a guy called Ed who runs the YouTube channel, “Twattery”. He does lots of “awkward” videos, like asking strangers inappropriate questions and just generally … Read More

Very quickly at that! I was so chuffed when I was asked to take part in a documentary for BBC Radio 4 about adult stars trying to cross over into mainstream. I went down to a studio in London to … Read More

Last month I collaborated with another prank channel in London called Barry Bee Tv aka The Barry Banter Show. They make light hearted silly public games, in particular “Kissing Games”….. I had never heard of this before but it just basically … Read More

I saw this little game on Facebook and am quite impressed with my answers so I thought I would post them here. Enjoy.   A- Age: 24 B- Biggest Fear: Losing the love of my life (When I find him) … Read More

This actually happened last night and was pretty embarrassing! Me and my friend Andy went on a mad one in London and got totally pissed- It was a great evening until I arrived back in Medway to discover I no … Read More

As I am sure you all know (It gained worldwide coverage) in 2013 I had a small role in an episode of the extremely popular tv show Game Of Thrones! I was bind to a contract until the episode aired … Read More

Last week I went on a mini working holiday with my good friend and fellow model Amber West. Neither of us had been before so weren’t sure what to expect- However neither of us could have predicted how bizarre a … Read More

Prepare for another sex pest post….. Well actually this guy wasn’t so much a sex pest, but just a bit of a creepy oddball! In fact I can’t even be sure it was a dude a it’s profile picture on … Read More

This sounds really mental but is actually a really good thing to happen to me. I currently live in hotels working every day as I swear I will never go back to my house in Medway after some of the … Read More

Last month me and Cookie were lucky enough to get tickets to Garage Fest in London- We had been excited about it for ages and it didn’t disappoint! We went with Cookie’s sister Niomi and her friend and had a … Read More

It sounds a lot more gross than it is- It was a Trollstation prank me and another troll Narin performed on none other than the tube system in London! However unlike the original mucky video, we used Nutella chocolate spread … Read More

On the same day I did the pimps & hos Trollstation prank, we also decided to do a Valentine’s Day special to be released the day before the official 50 Shades Of Grey film. This took a daaaaaaaamn lotta guts … Read More

Doing what I have always known I was born to do- comedy!! I had a difficult time over Christmas with my private life and drinking- I ended up on a drip at A&E on Boxing Day because I drank way … Read More

I had been planning to start a YouTube channel for the last year but things kept getting in the way, like relationship problems and the fact every laptop I bought kept breaking! (One was dropped and the other had water … Read More

I really do and it is SO weird. I can only assume I went to school with this girl as her name and face seem vaguely familiar, but I don’t think she was in my year. This girl seems to … Read More

I currently live in Kent, through no choice my own though as I was booted out of my last home when someone robbed me. (Yes really I was the one who had to eave the house because the owner didn’t … Read More

A few moths ago I was lucky enough to chosen by a very talented drector to star in his new series for Television X, which was a parody of the popular TV show “Gogglebox” called “Gobblecocks”. I really enjoyed shootimg … Read More